November 15, 2007 Vientiane (Laos)

“Who knows the future?”

This is the last evening for me in Laos. Tomorrow, I am going to Cambodia. The Mekong River, the most awesome river I have ever seen, was saying good-bye to me, when I had diner by the river. I was looking at sunset over the river. It was the first time I had ever seen the blue sky in Vientiane today. That is why the sunset extremely amazed and impressed me. I have been here for 5 days, but it was always cloud until yesterday.

I am really not sure when I will come back to this country again. If I came here, what for would it be? Now, I am thinking about my future. How possible is it for me to come here for my business? How can I achieve that goal? Wait! Is it my real goal? Is it the same as my image about my ideal job? Everything is grey, but not black. I am thinking about what I want to do in the future. It is not black, I hope.